Holiday
I am finally done with my BAMA 500 and BAPA 500 exams. I am now happy I did not allocate more time than I did. For once being selective paied up!!
Christmas is a week away and the traffic is horrible. I am going to have a very quiet holiday, since both my brothers and half my friends are going to be away. I was supposed to be in Iran this week, which didn't work. This is the third New Year during which I did not go to Iran.
Iran...prabably the name itself does not mean anything. Literally, it mean "Aryan Land". But it is associated with 25 years of my life, with all bad and good memories. Bad or good, it belongs to us. Bad or good, we made it. Bad or good, I miss it. Now more than ever, I feel like I belong to there, not to here. I don't mean to sound depressed or negative, but I really feel lik I wanted to be there right now.
Some times I catch myslef thinking how come I do love to be there, but I still don't want to sacrifice for it. I can take off work, take off school, and the hell with the money, and just go..have fun for a few weeks and come back. Well, emotionally, this is the right thing to do. Logically, no...
I know had I done that, the concequences would have been more painful than the joyment of a trip to Iran can ever be. I would have had to postpone graduation for almost a year, and I would have lost all my vacations!
The plan is to fly to Iran in the summer. No matter what, I will be going in July...
So Iran, be ready, I am coming, and know by heart, that I miss you, where ever you are...
Christmas is a week away and the traffic is horrible. I am going to have a very quiet holiday, since both my brothers and half my friends are going to be away. I was supposed to be in Iran this week, which didn't work. This is the third New Year during which I did not go to Iran.
Iran...prabably the name itself does not mean anything. Literally, it mean "Aryan Land". But it is associated with 25 years of my life, with all bad and good memories. Bad or good, it belongs to us. Bad or good, we made it. Bad or good, I miss it. Now more than ever, I feel like I belong to there, not to here. I don't mean to sound depressed or negative, but I really feel lik I wanted to be there right now.
Some times I catch myslef thinking how come I do love to be there, but I still don't want to sacrifice for it. I can take off work, take off school, and the hell with the money, and just go..have fun for a few weeks and come back. Well, emotionally, this is the right thing to do. Logically, no...
I know had I done that, the concequences would have been more painful than the joyment of a trip to Iran can ever be. I would have had to postpone graduation for almost a year, and I would have lost all my vacations!
The plan is to fly to Iran in the summer. No matter what, I will be going in July...
So Iran, be ready, I am coming, and know by heart, that I miss you, where ever you are...
very good..!
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